We have to wait for lots of things, some seem to take an eternity to happen and some not so long. Some periods of waiting are long but seem shorter because you are in good company as you wait or you have something else to occupy you while you wait.
I rarely go anywhere without a puzzle to do, book to read or something to plan & a list to make when I know there might be something or someone to wait for.
I've waited for transport; I've waited for a journey to be completed; I've waited for an event to begin; I've waited for friends to arrive; I've waited for my mother while she was at hospital appointments; I've waited for my kids to get out of school or other events; I've waited for my kids to come home in the evenings; I've waited for my husband to finish a call for work so we can have lunch; I've waited for my father to come through an operation; I've waited for others when they've been busy talking to someone; I've waited for my husband to come home from business trips; I've waited at the dentist, doctor, hairdresser etc.
Then there are the things I've had to wait for that have involved a long period of months or years like waiting for Christmas, a birthday, my wedding day, each of the children to be born, a holiday time to arrive.
There are also things that we don't consider we are waiting for but they are going to happen, the main example being the death of a loved one.
During this month I wasn't waiting for the month to be over but now it is over and the time, as we are always saying, "has just flown".
What did I do and what did I not do?
What was I waiting for that happened or didn't happen?
Well we had different visitors, we went to a wedding, we visited family etc.
Those were some of the things we waited for and they happened.
But what about the things that didn't happen?
I waited for a good time to restart being serious about losing more weight - didn't happen, I waited for a good time to clear out the garage - didn't happen, I waited for a good time to think more about writing this blog - didn't happen until now the last day of the month.
Why did these things not happen?
Simply because I allowed them not to happen.
Always saying "not right now, too much else to do", or "not today, there will be another day when I feel more like doing it". The whole month has gone and I could have done those things, but basically it was my choice not to.
When I think of how easy it is for me to pass the month and keep simply putting things off to "another day" I can understand how many people put off thinking about the most important question in their lives -
what will I do about Jesus?
Putting it off to another day is not just setting it aside without a decision, like it is "pending", instead, it is the same as saying I don't want Jesus in my life.
We cannot say "Jesus just hold on until I'm older, or until I have sorted out the rest of my life" it doesn't work that way. We are really saying "yes or no" to Jesus each time we put it off.
We do not know how much time we have on this earth so what are we waiting for?
The longer we wait to do something the harder it gets to actually buckle down and do it.
Oh how the devil loves that because it keeps so many people
just where he wants them - away from the Saviour.